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Honesty part two [Jul. 29th, 2003|09:38 am]
Amanda
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I'm not happy with the way my life has become. The computer is my only refuge from depression and neverending conflict, both internally and externally. To say the world, the environment, the country, are not doing well is an understatement. To say Cassy is not doing well is hiding from the truth. Nearly the whole country is hiding from the truth, and they don't even know it.
I'm never drinking any kind of coffee again. I haven't had caffeine for the longest time so it was insanely stupid of me to have two cups of iced coffee. No wonder I stayed up almost the whole night because of scary dreams about ghosts.
My sister keeps calling me insane, and it's been bothering me. Yeah, I have an eating disorder and an anxiety disorder, but I'm not nuts. The only problem with me is that I drank too much coffee, and the fact that I'm bored out of my mind because Crystal went to work with my mother today instead of me. So I'm at the computer. There are too many entries of mine today, but I'm bored and feel like making some. I don't think it will bother anyone but just in case I wanted to apologize.
Maybe I'll make a survey. I haven't filled one out in a while. Well, I guess this entry was not much for honesty, but it made me feel a little better.
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From: treepatter
2003-07-31 02:59 am (UTC)
The entry was quite honest, and if it helped even a little, than i'm glad you posted it.
I probably have had less than 10 cups of coffee in my entire life. It's not that i don't like it, it's almost as if some instinct has always told me not to start drinking it regularly. And this was even before i started eating really healthy.
I'm glad that you realized it was the coffe making you distressed, and that you didn't get too upset over the whole thing. You should be proud of yourself for that.
peace
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[User Picture]From: minuetcat
2003-08-01 01:33 am (UTC)
Yeah, I'm never going to drink another cup of coffee again. You're smart not to.
Thank you--the entry helped a lot. I hope you get the same therapy from your entries, and that you have a good day.
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From: taer_silveroak
2003-08-02 03:58 am (UTC)
How in the world did I miss this post? (sighs) I guess I need to check some of them individually...

(hugs)
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[User Picture]From: minuetcat
2003-08-02 03:24 pm (UTC)
Thanks (hugs back)
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