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New colors... [Aug. 25th, 2003|07:13 pm]
Amanda
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If you're interested, look at my new journal colors--I had fun making them.
Today wasn't a good day at all--it was extremely hot, and the classrooms don't have air conditioning. Oh well--I'm home now. I hope all of you have a good day (a better one than I did).
Oh yeah, and I walked a mile in fifteen minutes! I didn't run at all, which again is a big accomplishment.
Do any of you wonder why we're here? Sometimes i get this feeling that makes it seem like, what are we doing here if everything that we know will soon pass? That the present will soon become the past, that what we know now as the past was once the present and now everyone that was alive then is dead...you know, all that depressing stuff. It all comes out in this incredibly sad feeling that I get, and I can't explain it. I've had it ever since I could remember. Does anyone else get this feeling, or am I just nuts?
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[User Picture]From: thedarkcrystal
2003-08-26 02:37 am (UTC)
Walking often gets you there faster- weird, isn't it?

I don't think that we're supposed to know why we're here. I think I get this way sometimes, but I don't think that it's true. I think that the point of life is to live, not to worry about when you're going to die or what you did in the past. Not that this is easy to accomplish... but life in general really isn't easy. NOT EASY AT ALL! Argh. I'll stop rambling now and go take care of the rabbits and watch a movie with you.
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[User Picture]From: minuetcat
2003-08-26 02:19 pm (UTC)
Yeah, when I get that feeling, I know it's completely irrational. But it's just so strong that it's hard not to contenplate it for a while.
Yeah--when you walk fast you actually outpace most of the runners by the last lap, because they jog and walk really slowly, and this slow walking adds up.
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[User Picture]From: xxlaloser14xx
2003-08-26 06:28 am (UTC)
hey..add me!! *lol* we have a lot of the same interests and i LOVE harry potter..i luv commenting and if u comment..id appreciate it..sumtimes i'm a lil depressed..but i cant help it..well add me n i'll add ya back!
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[User Picture]From: minuetcat
2003-08-26 02:15 pm (UTC)
Thanks--I'll add you. Yeah, Harry Potter is so cool. And don't worry--I comment a lot.
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[User Picture]From: brainsick_chick
2003-08-26 07:00 pm (UTC)
i don't really know why i'm here... but i have always known it was for a reason... that's the one thing that always kept me from... well... killing my self when i was really depressed not to long ago. i know that there is something that i am here to accomplish. i'm sure that it's the same way for everyone else too. we all have something we're meant to do. for some it may be as simple as help a friend out when they're depressed for others it may be as big as discovering the cure for cancer... you never know...
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[User Picture]From: minuetcat
2003-08-26 10:16 pm (UTC)
Thanks--you're completely right. I forgot about that fact, so thanks for reminding me. It's a very important thing to remember, lol.
I'm glad you didn't kill yourself, because you're a very good person (sorry if this sounds lame).
For me, all I want to do is help animals and the environment. If I can accomplish that, I would be happy.
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