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gaaawd, why does this always happen? [Jan. 16th, 2006|07:44 pm]
Amanda
[Current Mood |lonelylonely]

Has everyone forgotten about me? Where are you? Speak to me!! Why are you ignoring me?? Why are you so far away?? Can you see this? Why can't I feel you anymore? Do you still care? Do you even read anything I've been writing anymore? What on earth is wrong with me, why am I making all this drama??!

I feel like crying. Thought looking at old pictures would help but they only made me lonelier, oh joy. The rabbits are all dead now...I'm grown up and my family's far away...I found more pictures of me being scarily thin....why did that have to happen? Music is here, but music is empty. It's just recordings-- no longer living, breathing sources of life or love. Just a dim memory of it. This makes it even worse.
Are you there? Please, are you there? Anyone??

[You can see why I want to frickin slap myself when I'm like this. If this is what emo angst is like, you can count me out!]
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[User Picture]From: palmer_kun
2006-01-16 10:22 pm (UTC)
Hello? I'm like always online after 7pm. Why do you not poke me?
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[User Picture]From: minuetcat
2006-01-22 07:26 am (UTC)
Cause I'm always afraid you'll be too busy to be poked! And also, I was in a creeped out mood that day and was hyperventilating every time I tried to IM someone. Weird, yes.
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[User Picture]From: palmer_kun
2006-01-22 11:39 am (UTC)
I hereby *DEMAND* that you poke me.

I am NEVER too busy. EVER. 95% of the time I'm BORED and wish someone would poke me.
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[User Picture]From: just_sleeping
2006-01-17 12:51 am (UTC)
I haven't forgotten you, but I haven't been feeling great, so I have gotten a little behind.
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[User Picture]From: minuetcat
2006-01-22 07:25 am (UTC)
Quite alright, it's not your fault...I was a nervous wreck that day, beyond repair.
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[User Picture]From: rewhite
2006-01-17 04:32 am (UTC)
I do what I can. By the way, I'm looking to turn my yard emo by the time spring rolls around with hope that it'll cut itself, saving me the trouble.
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[User Picture]From: minuetcat
2006-01-22 07:24 am (UTC)
Oh awesome! Hahahaah...seriously, I need to quote this.
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[User Picture]From: minuetcat
2006-01-29 07:55 am (UTC)
Hahahahaha!!! :)
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[User Picture]From: tetrakatus
2006-01-17 07:25 am (UTC)
Hey, we are here.... Ye of little faith, and massive depression! Smile, the world isn't so bad. :-)
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[User Picture]From: minuetcat
2006-01-22 07:24 am (UTC)
Hahahahaha I feel the need to quote that somewhere! And thank you, I needed it :P
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[User Picture]From: tetrakatus
2006-01-22 10:21 am (UTC)
Feel free to quote me, I never mind having my ego stroked ;-)
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[User Picture]From: minuetcat
2006-01-22 02:56 pm (UTC)
Me neither! It's always worth the trouble. Though, I've never heard a name for it quite as creative as that ;)
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From: amps84angel
2006-01-17 07:49 am (UTC)
next time you feel like this CALL ME! I'm here. I LOVE YOU MANDA! *throws hugest bash ever on the ceiling just for you*
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[User Picture]From: minuetcat
2006-01-22 07:23 am (UTC)
Aww, thanks Augie! You're really cute :P
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From: amps84angel
2006-01-24 09:11 am (UTC)
oo-la-la i'm cute? *bats eyelashes at you* lol i miss you
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