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This is infinitely better than nothing. [Feb. 27th, 2006|06:51 am]
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Was falling asleep last night, hugging my pillow as usual. Thinking, "why does this have to be a pillow? Why can't it be him?"

Then I thought, well at least this pillow has a name. And a face. At least it has a voice. At least I know what that voice sounds like when it tells me "I love you love you love you LOVE YOU LOVE YOU!" at the least expected moment. At least I know who this pillow is.

And, at least I know that the one day this pillow is not in my arms, he's the one who will be.
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[User Picture]From: rewhite
2006-02-27 08:13 am (UTC)
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I love you I love you I love you I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!!!

Yes...some day the two of us will get past the pillows...or not need them anymore. I hope the latter comes first.

[CUDDLE!]
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[User Picture]From: minuetcat
2006-03-05 07:51 am (UTC)
*squee!!* [Yes. I can't say it worth a damn, but I sure can type it.]
Yes. I ache for you to be there instead. That pillow has no arms, and it's too round and squishy. Some time very soon it shall be disposed of forevah, love.
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From: turkeysock
2006-02-27 09:09 am (UTC)
aww, beautiful post..I do hope you will be happy once everything is said and done.
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[User Picture]From: minuetcat
2006-03-05 07:49 am (UTC)
Thank you sweetie...I'm so happy with how it turned out!
And me too...I'm sure they will, it's just a matter of waiting for them to.
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[User Picture]From: glacier_kitty
2006-02-27 02:26 pm (UTC)
Awwww :) :)
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[User Picture]From: minuetcat
2006-03-05 07:47 am (UTC)
YES! lol. The really emotional/Sicilian days are always the best :P
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