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[Mar. 15th, 2006|09:16 am]
Amanda
Everyone at work today keeps looking at me and asking, "are you ok? do you need a break? do you need to talk??". How do they know I'm not ok? I'm trying to hide it and be my usual self. Am I really that predictable?
And every time someone's nice to me today, I feel like I'm about to cry...because I feel grateful and guilty all at once and the emotions build up...

Why do people have to care about me so much? I don't deserve it anymore!!
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[User Picture]From: rewhite
2006-03-15 10:25 am (UTC)
I've said it before and I'll say it again: everyone loves Amanda!
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[User Picture]From: minuetcat
2006-03-16 09:48 am (UTC)
But, why?? lol.
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[User Picture]From: rewhite
2006-03-16 09:55 am (UTC)
Because you're worth it!
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[User Picture]From: minuetcat
2006-03-16 10:00 am (UTC)
*hugs* Thank you, my dearie.
But WHY ON EARTH am I??? hahaha.
Ok, I'll shut up now...we already went through this :P
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From: camillesantiago
2006-03-15 11:39 am (UTC)
Dunno, maybe your aura is sending off bad messages.In other words, you may need someone by your side. Or just to hid. I know I feel that way sometimes too. It's all right to feel that way, we all have our good days and bad days.
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[User Picture]From: minuetcat
2006-03-16 09:47 am (UTC)
My aura!! You're really cute :P
But yeah, I HATE days like that. You're very right though, they do happen...just, ugh. I still feel so repulsed by myself at such times.
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[User Picture]From: glacier_kitty
2006-03-15 01:34 pm (UTC)
Why do people have to care about me so much? I don't deserve it anymore!!

...*gasp!* You DO deserve it!! I've said the same thing too when I was really depressed. I'll always care about you
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[User Picture]From: minuetcat
2006-03-16 09:43 am (UTC)
Thank you, my dear. That helps a lot to know. And yeah, I was pretty upset at myself then. I knew I shouldn't say it and I'd regret it later, but I said it anyway.
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[User Picture]From: mrfantastico
2006-03-15 08:59 pm (UTC)
Everyone needs to make sure you are okay...

...You are the chosen one afterall...
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[User Picture]From: minuetcat
2006-03-16 09:32 am (UTC)
Thank you hun, for some reason that was really comforting! *hug*
But yes, I AM the chosen one!!
*turns into Keanu Reeves and kicks the word "chosen" out of my title* lol.
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[User Picture]From: mrfantastico
2006-03-16 11:57 am (UTC)
Ahem...

...Woah...
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[User Picture]From: minuetcat
2006-03-16 01:24 pm (UTC)
Yeesss, lol. Fear my humanity-saving destiny... ;)
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