||[Sep. 2nd, 2003|02:50 pm]
Me, Mama and Julian are all in here with Cassy. We put her on a pillow because she's so bony right now. And I know from personal experience how much it hurts to sit or lay on a hard surface in that condition. Anyway, she seems more comfortable now. She's not wasting energy by moving around, so that seems to be helping her.
Well, she's just laying here now. Staring up into space. She has been for hours. She ate a couple yogurt drops, forgot to chew them, and finally remembered a while later. I think this is her real problem--she has been losing so much of her memory.
The cats are fine, and so are Bisquick and Chrysanthemum. They are all acting kind of strange, though. The bunnies keep poking out their heads and looking in her direction, and Kitty and Leila are sitting near her, just looking. They are usually afraid of rabbits, so this is quite unusual for them.
Anyway, we're just waiting here. Waiting for who knows what--a miracle, a tragedy, or time continuing to go on? And as time continues to go on, we shall find out. And deep down I still think that she's faking it--that she simply needs a rest and is too stubborn to get up now that she sees all the attention we are giving to her. Who knows? Perhaps she will get up, look at us strangely, as if wondering what we are doing with her, and run off.
But i know that's not the case. She doesn't even have the strength to stand. Well, good luck Cassy. We all love you. And whatever happens, I hope it will turn out all right in the end.