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At least one thing has gotten better. [Mar. 19th, 2006|11:44 am]
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Ari called. He said he really needed to hear my voice. I didn't scare him last night, he just knew he wouldn't be able to help me. I knew that too. It wasn't good. Things seem better now. I was able to cry, he did too. It's rare for him to be this emotional. He was reminding me of how I usually am. It's good he can cry sometimes. Things have been hard lately, we both need it. I pretty much am back to normal now as far as my emotions associated with him--the crying did it. I'm glad for that!

Now I need to make the rest of them follow. I need to make myself see life again. If nothing else, tomorrow's Monday. Class will make me feel like a human being again, whatever else happens. But, I want the satisfacion of doing this on my own before then. Let's see if I can.
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[User Picture]From: mrfantastico
2006-03-20 04:52 am (UTC)
Sometimes you just need to cry...

Thats a part of living also
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[User Picture]From: minuetcat
2006-03-20 07:19 am (UTC)
Ohh yes, crying=LOVE. Without crying, I probably wouldn't be alive right now.
It's good you understand its virtues :)
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