?

Log in

No account? Create an account
Listen to me, lol...I'm not even 20 yet! - See the Amanda, Feel the Shine! [entries|archive|friends|userinfo]
Amanda

[ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ]
[ archive | journal archive ]

Listen to me, lol...I'm not even 20 yet! [May. 3rd, 2006|02:25 pm]
Amanda
[Current Mood |contemplativecontemplative]

If this semester has flown by as fast as it has, does that mean the rest of my life will drain like water as well?
Is life acting like this simply because it's been so good? Seriously...the first GENUINELY happy year of my life has been this one. It's felt fulfilling to me, and so has my life...yet, it seems to have vanished before I even knew what was happening.
Has it been because I've been so busy? Or have actually had energy? Is it because I look forward to each day, rather than dreading it?
Or, is it simply because I'm now older than I have ever been?

If the rest of my life feels this good, I don't want it to leave me as quickly as this. I want to cherish every moment. Not that getting old bothers me, of course. I just don't want it to end. But then again, if the alternative is being unfulfilled and doubtful with myself like I once was...naw, I'll stick with this no matter what.
LinkReply

Comments:
[User Picture]From: glacier_kitty
2006-05-03 03:07 pm (UTC)
I'd say it's all those reasons :)
(Reply) (Thread)
[User Picture]From: minuetcat
2006-05-07 07:43 am (UTC)
Good point!
(Reply) (Parent) (Thread)