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whose ducky you are? [May. 18th, 2006|08:59 am]
Amanda
[My Location |Rahway!]
[Listening to |"bob seger's gayest hits"]

Well, I'm here and I'm doing GREAT! There hasn't been much time to update, but there will be soon. I'll be registering today at Kean, and Prom's tomorrow, and Ari's sooooooooo damn sweet (though unfortunately is at school right now)...and it's so good to be here!
Once there is time, a picture post will come and you all will be spammed to the utmost nether region by some nauseatingly sentimental captions and images. And I'll be saying "yaaaaay!". Or, something.

His lovely, bizarre family's even better than ever, and so is New Jersey. I've missed this and I've missed them, even though last time I had no idea that I'd be living here so very soon.

And all this time, I was worrying that the nine months apart from Ari would make us lose the comfort and attraction of last summer. And, holy goodness...I didn't need to worry. The tinglies, the TINGLIES...they've multiplied! I never thought it possible that one person could give so many. If all goes well, I won't die one of these days from Ari-induced overtinglyrification. I've come close many a time :P
And the ENDEARMENT FACTOR...yeah, I'd be doing better right now if I could just get over the shock of everything actually working out, and him being wonderful and fulfilling, and feeling so damn right to me. And I'd forgotten the way he looks at me, and how gorgeous he is, and the way he smiles, and how cute that tiny lisp of his sounds, and how nice his hair smells, and...(yes I'll stop now :P). Right now my mind's just accepting everything as normal, no matter how much I scream at it that it's actually happening. It knows it is, but it's still in shock that everything IS so incredibly exciting so it doesn't yet feel like it is even though I know it is...does that make sense?

Same with living in New Jersey, and registering at a UNIVERSITY where I've been accepted and where I don't have to worry about life-or-death funds!
This still hasn't sunk in yet, and I can't wait for when it finally does. I REALLY feel the distance from Mama and Crystal and Julian and Holly and Cristopher and Minuet and work and Mary and school and EVERYBODY else...that part has sunk in. It's heartbreaking, but it's what had to happen.
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[User Picture]From: losile
2006-05-18 11:00 am (UTC)
overtinglyrification may just be my new favoritest word ever :D

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[User Picture]From: minuetcat
2006-05-19 03:23 pm (UTC)
Mine too...it's better than cheese!
I also happen to like it because overtinglyrification would be such a lovely way to die :)
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[User Picture]From: glacier_kitty
2006-05-18 02:28 pm (UTC)
Whoooo! :)

Overtinglyrification...that word reminds me of Frank DellaPenna haha
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[User Picture]From: minuetcat
2006-05-19 03:22 pm (UTC)
Though then again, everything reminds you of Frank DellaPenna, right? ;)
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[User Picture]From: glacier_kitty
2006-05-19 08:47 pm (UTC)
Right now yes...lol
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[User Picture]From: rewhite
2006-05-20 06:35 pm (UTC)
ding dong ding DING
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[User Picture]From: glacier_kitty
2006-05-20 09:22 pm (UTC)
Ahhhhh FRAAANK!!!!!
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From: treepatter
2006-05-18 06:29 pm (UTC)
You know how awesome you are, right? I truly admire you for the strength and determination it took to make this happen. U wish only the best for you as your life takes this new turn.

And welcome to the East Coast :)
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[User Picture]From: minuetcat
2006-05-19 03:08 pm (UTC)
Aww Mike, thank you. It took a lot to get here, but now I finally am!! :) And whatever happens, it sure feels like the best will at this point.
Oh, and I can SEE you one of these days!!
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From: phoenixsphyre
2006-05-19 01:30 pm (UTC)
This has nothing to do with what you posted, because I feel like being silly. lol While you're in NJ, you need to go to Redbank, NJ, to "Jay and Silent Bob's Secret Stash" and tell me how cool the store was . . . because I've always wanted to go. But, since you're in NJ, you can go. Go! GOGO!!!
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[User Picture]From: minuetcat
2006-05-19 03:03 pm (UTC)
Thanks, sounds like a plan...but what does it sell??
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From: phoenixsphyre
2006-05-19 04:58 pm (UTC)
Jay and Silent Bob . . . stuff. lol They also sell comics, memorabilia, action figures. It's pretty much a comic book geek's wet dream. lol
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From: (Anonymous)
2006-05-23 09:43 am (UTC)
What a coincidence. We were supposed to go there last week (!!!) but didn't have the time so I've put it on my future TO DO list.I like Silent Bob, in fact I found his myspace blog, here's the link (http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=63831867).
-Tanta Laughing Bird
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[User Picture]From: minuetcat
2006-05-23 02:12 pm (UTC)
lol, that IS a coincidence!! We must all make a point to go there soon...and you too, Terran :)
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From: phoenixsphyre
2006-05-25 06:28 pm (UTC)
Honey, I'm never gonna be able to go there. :-( I dun have monies. Although, it's on my "To Do List" at some point. I shall go to "Jay And Silent Bob's Secret Stash" and Worship at the building of Kevin Smith . . . :;drool::
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