|So, this is what it's like.
||[Sep. 12th, 2006|01:27 pm]
It's so strange to actually be in control of what I do and where I go, and actually enjoy it. It used to be that I had to know when I would go home every night, and if anything happened to change that...the panic of "OMG I need to get home!!" would set in. Now, it's ok!! I'm back and forth to the campus and then to the Hilton. I'm with Ari and his family Saturday nights. I've been working the closing shift at the bookstore and getting back to my room late at night. And I'm ENJOYING it. Is this me?
And in my classes...everyone takes notes! Even the macho guys! I'm not the only one concerned with my academic progress! It's refreshing.
Ari and I are going to Ground Zero after my Precalculus class (on a side note: I LOVE Precalculus!). I've never been there before; I'm sure it will be a mind job. But it's terribly important, all the same. Plus, it's been five years since it happened and all those people died so horribly. Like I said in that entry a while back...the thought makes me see how beautiful life is. And I think being there will too.