|...what a mindjob.
||[May. 14th, 2007|03:08 pm]
On Saturday it will be a year since I moved to New Jersey. A year since I've been home...or should I even call it home anymore?
I've been financially independent all this time and gone from sophomore to junior. For a year Ari has been here--not 3000 miles away--and with his family I now feel like family too.
How did this pass in such a rush? How did this suddenly materialize into my life without one backword glance? I'm a strange combination of homesick and triumphant. I've done it!--but it's so scary that I did. And it's so strange that all this time my own family have been nothing more but disembodied voices on the phone, just as Ari was before them.
Will I always be split between west and east coasts, present on one and both all at once, my mind tugged into pieces between them? But yet, in spite of this my mind and life still feel whole.