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Dreams [Nov. 10th, 2003|07:31 am]
Amanda
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I don't know what this means, but I think it's a good sign. All the dreams for the past three years in which I had been running, it was like my legs were made of lead and I was going in slow-motion. I would gradually slow down until I was walking, and whatever I did I couldn't speed up to a run again. This was all accompanied by a feeling of worthlessness and hopelessness.
But last night I had a dream in which I ran very fast--faster than I ever could in real life.
I've broken the weird dream-curse! Yay!
Although I'm not sure what that means. Does anyone have any ideas?
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Cockroaches are invading my dreams just as they're invading our house this winter. They were everywhere in my dream. I kept accidentally stepping on them, and they were still alive and wriggling around on my foot--it was horrible.
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I also had a dream that I was taking a fourth class this semester. It was French (why would I be taking French? I'm horrible at languages), and after over half the semester was over I realized that I hadn't attended any class meetings, or done any of the work. I had just forgotten about it. And the deadline for dropping the class was over--I would either have to study hard and try to get a C, or have it ruin my GPA. So I went to the class, and all these kids from high school were there. It seemed that they knew my dilemma because they were all smirking at me, and so I just walked out, all the while calculating what the damage to my GPA would be.

Weird, weird dreams.
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