||[Dec. 3rd, 2003|07:40 am]
I haven't posted this picture yet. Me and Crystal were having fun taking pictures of us in our capes, and I don't even remember why I took this picture. But it is funny, and it cheers me up.
Today we're going to the Elkhorn Slough for Ecology. Oh boy--I can't wait. But there should be a lot of migratory birds there, so it should be interesting. But still, it's a very polluted area and I still remember what happened on the last field trip we took.
Last night we watched High Fidelity. Good movie, but the main character is such a jerk.
Yesterday was frustrating. But it was just because of me. Do you ever feel like whatever you're doing, you want to be doing something else? And when you're doing that something else, you want to be doing yet another something else? Ai! It annoys me. Hardly ever like that, but yeah. Very annoying.
I apologize for not commenting as much as I've been wanting to--I'll try to catch up on it soon. But I have been reading all of your entries. And I apologize for not being on IM. Sometimes I just go through a stage where I don't know what to say. I'm tired of putting things into words. I wish there was some other way to communicate, but there isn't. But I'll get out of it soon, and then I'll be commenting and talking up a storm. I think being tired is my main problem, and also I'm very shy.
Maybe the vacation will help.
I hope you all are doing well. But I know that some of you aren't. It hurts to read peoples' entries, and they're in so much trouble, or really depressed, or just in a bad mood. It hurts because I can't do anything about it, because they live elsewhere. All I can do is comfort them and hope that it cheers them up, but that doesn't always help. I know it helps me though, so I hope it is helping you.
Anyway, I got off in a weird direction. What I'm saying is that, to those of you who need it, I really hope you feel better. And sadly, that's all I can do. I really hope it helps.