||[Jan. 9th, 2004|08:34 am]
I found a picture of me from my anorexic days, and gosh is it scary! I look like I'm on the verge of death, and basically, according to the doctors, I was. I've been keeping it out to remind myself that I'm not fat, and that if I convince myself that I am fat and start restricting, I'll wind up like that again. Which I really do NOT want to do. *shudder*
Anyway, I won't post that one on here, because odds are it will really scare everyone, and you're my friends--I don't want to scare you.
I tried to take a picture of me when I was really little (I was holding a squash and had a big grin on my face), but unfortunately our camera doesn't take pictures of pictures very well. The result: a little blurred image of me, which looks like a weird oil painting. Ai, but it's annoying! I'll renew my photography attempts in a little while.
Looking through my little kid pictures, I was so cute! Although I kinda have a gleam in my eyes that reminds me of our rabbit Bisquick when she sees something she wants to get into, lol.
My mom tells me my aunt was actually scared of me when I was born, because of the way my eyes looked. W-e-i-r-d.
Okay, I'm done. I hope you all enjoyed my patented photo entry!