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The Only Thing She Ever Feared *evil laughter* [Jan. 10th, 2004|07:46 pm]
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Today's been a very interesting day. The highlight: I got to assemble furniture! I love assembling things, and Crystal let me put together some furniture. FUN!!!!
(uh-oh. Maybe I should take it easy for a few days. The excitement's getting to me.)

I've felt like everything's going to be okay all day now. I've actually felt happy on and off, which is amazing.
I'm not afraid of the prospect of driving for once too--I feel like I'm in enough control of my life to be able to control a car as well. Sounds weird, but oh well--it makes sense to me. So if I still feel the same way in six months, I'll attempt to get my permit, and then take my time learning.
And even more amazing--school hasn't scared me for the past week. For those who don't know, I have had a horrible fear of doing schoolwork for the past two years. And now, I'm actually looking forward to being in school. Weird. Let's just see how I do--if I'm able to not freak out over the course of the semester, I think I'll be ready to tackle math in the fall. Now that will be a real challenge.

Oh yeah, and my dreams keep being Harry-Potter-based. I guess because I'm reading the series this would make sense, but still--every single dream taking place at Hogwarts is a little strange. Many of my dreams have also been about my friends (as well as HP, of course). I never really knew how much I missed them until I saw them last. Friends are truly a blessing. And I consider all of you my friends too, and am grateful for every one of you.

Anyway, I still don't know why I am suddenly so happy, but frankly I don't feel like worrying about it.
...and to all a good night!!!
(uh-oh. I think I'd better go now. Bye!)