|Honesty part two
||[Jul. 29th, 2003|09:38 am]
I'm not happy with the way my life has become. The computer is my only refuge from depression and neverending conflict, both internally and externally. To say the world, the environment, the country, are not doing well is an understatement. To say Cassy is not doing well is hiding from the truth. Nearly the whole country is hiding from the truth, and they don't even know it.
I'm never drinking any kind of coffee again. I haven't had caffeine for the longest time so it was insanely stupid of me to have two cups of iced coffee. No wonder I stayed up almost the whole night because of scary dreams about ghosts.
My sister keeps calling me insane, and it's been bothering me. Yeah, I have an eating disorder and an anxiety disorder, but I'm not nuts. The only problem with me is that I drank too much coffee, and the fact that I'm bored out of my mind because Crystal went to work with my mother today instead of me. So I'm at the computer. There are too many entries of mine today, but I'm bored and feel like making some. I don't think it will bother anyone but just in case I wanted to apologize.
Maybe I'll make a survey. I haven't filled one out in a while. Well, I guess this entry was not much for honesty, but it made me feel a little better.