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More old dreams (if you're interested) [Aug. 9th, 2003|09:13 pm]
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[Listening to |The Saints--Prodigal Son]

I was at a fair in Morgan Hill and saw a huge amount of smoke coming from San Martin. I ran to the source which was on Columbet Avenue, and was relieved that it wasn't our house. I went back to the fair and soon saw smoke coming from the east. I went towards it but couldn't seem to speed up to more than a slow walk, so by the time I got there our house (for it was our house) was burned to the ground. I looked among the ruins for our pets, but all that I found were charred bones.

I made a milkshake and was really proud of it. I then went out with Mama and Daddy who insisted on taking me to Baskin Robbins even though I was happy with my milkshake. I wanted to bring it in with me and drink it, but they made me leave it out in the car. I had to get a hot fudge sundae instead, but I couldn't find the hot fudge sauce. I was looking for it, and then I woke up.

I was looking at a catalog which had many neat things, but what really caught my eye were several mummies, the remains of an Asian ape-man, an extremely old but remarkably intact skeleton, and a hominid skull. I ordered these items from the catalog and they arrived in many large boxes. They were fascinating to look at, but when I touched the skeleton I was offered a look back in time to the situation in which the man died. His people had built slides, with which they were sliding down into a lava flow. I was trying to stop them and was thinking "we're not going to survive!" Then I woke up.

From: taer_silveroak
2003-08-10 02:55 pm (UTC)
I'm sorry to see you go, Amanda... but I can understand. You have to live there. One aspect is heavier than the other. I'll be around if you ever need or want to talk.
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[User Picture]From: minuetcat
2003-08-10 05:46 pm (UTC)
I appreciate what you did for me, but what weighs more heavily on my mind is my sister. This was my choice. I can't just stand around and see her get hurt.
Best wishes, Amanda
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From: taer_silveroak
2003-08-10 05:52 pm (UTC)
I'm more than happy to take my place as scapegoat if it sets things right. Just be careful not to become one when I am gone. Take care.
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From: (Anonymous)
2003-08-10 06:06 pm (UTC)

you are in total denial. remember you are still special and may still some day be able to remember reality as it actually is. guilty conscience? remember based on your blessings amanda has read your entries and made up her mind based on those. keep on smiling. michele.
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[User Picture]From: minuetcat
2003-08-10 06:16 pm (UTC)
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[User Picture]From: minuetcat
2003-08-10 06:22 pm (UTC)
Um...I don't think that will be a problem, but thanks anyway :)
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