||[Feb. 3rd, 2006|12:16 pm]
Cellular function, aaaaaahhh! How can such tiny things be so complex? It's frickin' cool that we're all made up of these countless little organelles though. We're never really alone, are we? There's little communities in every inch of our being! (And I'm officially really lame.)
But it will also make it frickin' hard to study for the first midterm with all these little parts! Help!
Oh, and I also applied to Kean this morning, and wrote the transfer office with a list of questions which seem extremely important to me. Hopefully they'll answer me soon.
It has been concluded in my mind that there's absolutely no way I can stay in that house past this semester. It's getting worse by the week--now she's not even trying to find reasons to be furious with me. It's enough if I'm out of my room when she gets home, even...and boom, another explosion.
Then the next day she's wondering why I'm always in my room with the door closed, and timidly asking me questions and buying me food and wondering aloud to my father why I'm not out in the family room. And the day after that when I feel it's alright for me to come out to the kitchen for dinner, boom--another explosion.
She's frickin' nuts, in short. I can't live in this inconsistency much longer. Having all this stuff to do outside of the house is making it easier, but yeah. Not good at all. This is frickin' insanity.
Ok, enough of that. A more consistent form of posting, and replies to all your lovely comments, are coming soon to your local bookstore!!