||[Apr. 30th, 2006|07:59 am]
I feel very pretty today! I haven't in a while--what a strange feeling! I have very nice eyes. It's strange to realize this.
Even though the new glasses look great, they take away from these eyes a tiny bit. I think I will one day try out contacts.
I just wish I could take pictures!! Oh well...in time :) It doesn't really matter at this point--there is so much to plan and look forward to.
There are only two weeks left of school--I'm in a state of shock. At this point, my feelings of the upcoming move are cycling between three stages:
1) Thinking, "awwwww, 16 days is soo long! It will never come soon enough. I'll need to put up with 16 more nights in this house....woe is me!"
2) All of a sudden realizing how quickly this past week flew by, and how quickly the next will, and the next. Then getting this sudden fevered thrill at how damn close it is, and how it's ACTUALLY happening.
3) Proceeding to freak out about how much there is still to do, and how much there will be to do when I get over there....and what if I CAN'T get a job? Or a loan? And what if the admission packet doesn't come before I leave? And what if I forget something? And what should I ship first? And what if my father is an ass and cancels taking me to the airport at the last moment and I miss the flight? lol.
As you can see...mixed feelings lol. I'll be overjoyed when I'm over there and I don't have to worry anymore. ARI! I'm almost with him :)