|All sorts of "interesting" developments...
||[Jun. 9th, 2006|09:27 am]
good! The bed was so very comfy, and it was a joy to feel my eyes closing. Sure made for bizarre dreams though...Last night was the first time in ages that sleep felt |
Ari will be graduating in less than a week. None of us can wait, least of all him.
I hope I don't cry (or do I hope I DO cry?)...my sister's graduation really made me. It's just all the emotional things that happen (though not what's said, because the speeches are always damn cheesy). It's a huge milestone, and that whole "moving on to bigger and better things and the rest of one's life" thing...plus, the Ari will now be unleashed upon the world in full force, mwahahaaaaa.
Amanda needs a job...I've been doing odd useful tasks around the house because it's half a construction zone still, and that's been helping. Once Ari's out of school he's gonna show me around the transit systems...we'll explore and I'll pick up more applications too. I'm really looking forward to it.
I have so many comments in my inbox to reply to, but I can't seem to make myself. I think it's the whole thing with talking to people. I've been really weird about that lately and it's starting to scare me.
I really ache to call Mama, but every time I go "ok, it's time to call her", I become semi-catatonic and can't even reach for the phone. Needless to say, I've called no one else either.
This is how I get when I have nothing I need to do...all motivation is lost. I don't like it. It's like this downward spiral of non-responsibility, and the longer I'm in it the deeper I'll go. I still have an awful lot of mental issues, this being a major one.
Hence: If it's a while until I reply to you, I'm deeply sorry.