|Nostalgia once again...
||[Sep. 4th, 2006|09:40 pm]
So much is gonna happen in the next 48 hours. I'm excited but I'm also way over my head with it all.
I'm quitting Pathmark. My drawer had an extra $100 in it two days ago. I have no doubt this was another bookkeeping error with my drawer and had nothing to do with me (and any customer I didn't give $100 back to would have come back quickly anyway, and quite angrily, no doubt..), but they're suspending me because they don't know who else would make such a mistake. Go figure, right? The manager said I could call the union and try to negotiate, but for what? A job that makes my back hurt and where I'm accused and used to cover others' mistakes? It's not worth the trouble. This is a great opportunity to say good riddance and find a better job. If I'm not kept on at the bookstore right away, I'll go into tutoring or find another on-campus job. This was meant to be, regardless.
I move into the Hilton Wednesday. School starts Thursday. I'm really excited, but also really emotional because this summer will never come again, it passed so fast, etcetc...it looks like I'll be staying here most Saturday nights still (which is exceedingly kind of Ari's wonderful parents to offer), but I won't be living here anymore.
Ari gets his hair cut tomorrow. Strangely, this is making me the most nostalgic of all. I know he still looks great with it short, from his old pictures, but he started growing it out shortly before he met me and that's the only way I've ever pictured him. I've seen him as this regulating force in my life for so long, and now that everything's turning upside-down, even Ari's changing! lol. It's gonna take a lot to get used to, but I'll get used to it still.
I have more photos to post, but I don't know if it will be tonight. I miss and love you people. I think about you a lot. Thank you for sticking by me and caring enough to read all these random ramblings.