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Help, we have a problem. [Mar. 12th, 2007|10:01 pm]
I say I'm self-sufficient only to discover that I can't even survive one single half-day alone in my dorm. Yet I fear an end to my privacy as much as I loathe having it. I'm growing more and more anxious as time goes on and there's no logical reason for it.

This is why I fear losing Ari someday and growing old alone. I'm too dependent on others. I simply couldn't survive without them. I'd go crazy if left on my own. I already feel the walls closing in...perhaps I should take a quick evening stroll before bed, and try out my martial arts moves on whatever slouching, half-panted gangsters happen to shuffle towards me in a threatening manner? Or should I just keep listening to Rob Dougan and hope for a miraculous top to the rest of the evening? Here. This icon should cheer me up with the nice happy colors, aye aye.

[User Picture]From: mrfantastico
2007-03-13 03:48 am (UTC)
I suggest the karate chopping of gangsters idea!
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[User Picture]From: minuetcat
2007-03-18 10:36 pm (UTC)
It would be quite satisfying, I believe. Maybe one of them would run away and trip on his way-too-low pants and fall flat on his face, or something. I don't understand how they can even walk in such things.
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[User Picture]From: opera_lover_44
2007-03-13 10:30 am (UTC)
I always feel too dependant on others too...I made up this game plan you see, when I go to college I'll have a dorm room buddy or something, when I'm either far into or out of college I'm getting married RIGHT away and when his time is up um...I'll move into a home! so walla, there's my master plan for how to never be alone. Yet I oddly enjoy my sollitude.
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[User Picture]From: minuetcat
2007-03-18 10:38 pm (UTC)
Yeah, that is a good plan. And I also enjoy being alone for some bizarre reason. It's like I feel smothered when I'm around people and lonely when I'm not, somedays...at those times there's just no being content I guess.
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