What I can conclude, though, is:
--I cannot even comprehend what the Virginia Tech shooting must have been like. It defies all reason and all capacity to envision. I read the articles yesterday, cried, couldn't sleep, and that was that. What an utter mind-job, 33 people dead from one screwed up, suicidal guy. 33 people well into their lives and only just beginning them, chosen to be the sacrificial lambs of someone else's madness.
Anything more to be said about it would be redundant and translucent, so I'll stop.
--I love you guys, my family, Ari, his family, and also myself.
--All else will be elaborated on when I summon the capacity to.